Suicidal.

Back to school as a senior and it was something alright.


What a first day.


I know how screw up is it to sleep early cos I can't do shit about it.Bed as early as I can which is at 12 then random thoughts started to roll in.Then I finally gave in at 1 in the morning.


Amazing.


Up and got ready by 6.30.Pushed my bangs up with a hair band cos my bangs looks like jack up shit and pins don't do any good cos my sides are balding.



MIND YOU



It'll grow in a year I tell you!


Unlike someone I KNOW personally,who has her hair bitten off by probably some stray dog from hunger.The hairstylist must have slept with her examiner to get her diploma.


My heart goes out to her poor hair.


Back to the first day,I've got a tax from Su May and I asked her what time is she reaching school and I got "6.30,my stupid brother need to go to school early"


Instead break out of LAUGHTER! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!


I replied "Pity u...why fly? He got competition izzit whose earlies in school? Lol im blowing myyy hair"

And she replied in a very emo sarcastic (okay! I can't really tell) way "Haha I also don't know"

Assembly stretched all the way to the 4 period.I've never sat this long for a talk about school and regulations.I mean,just pass us a freaking school rule book for god sake and we'll be off and obey.


But NO! Instead they want us to sit and sit and SIT.


Classes was alright.Mainly all we did was talk and catch up.Seeing the same faces and doing the craziest hand shake even frankenstein can't even able to do.Recess was a screw up cos our "norm" place was stolen.


But don't fret!


We are sitting with the boys now and I TELL YOU they eat like there's no tomorrow.The food is amazing too cos IT BLOODY INCREASED by 20 cent godammit.



I can do this forever.